17/1/07

// feeling :: ??
// prayer for :: tmr's SA

Lets see. Today was good; I learnt a lot. Yesterday was even better; I reached my goal.

I met many great ppl. I learnt many things abt my colleagues like, Ms Karen is my age!; Ms Vera is 19.

I also had the chance to talk, to big shots in the company, either in training or personally, like: Mr Kit Tan, House of Red leader (my leader!); Mr Bryan, Red Beavers BGM, youngest BGM (my group); Mr Gary; Mr Lawrence; Mr Alvin, Red Vipers BGM; Mr Steven; Mr Sebestian and a lot of others. Wow when I realised that they will be talking to me or I'll be attending their lessons, I got so excited.

And today, Mr Kit Tan, House of Red leader, Senior Business Group Manager, 2nd in whole company to become Business Group Manager, personally came to talk to me and another ME. I got so excited. But in the end, as I came home, I realised smth.

I got no one to share it with.

No one knows what the big deal it is because they duno my company structure and they duno the business plan. So everything is so-so to them while it is a big, BIG deal for me.

And today, as I was going home, I had to try getting a member down for cgm. Try try try, talk talk talk, in the end, no leeway. I have a personal dream for myself for the next position. But of course only my company mentors know, like Mr Chris and Mr Bryan. I think even if I tell other ppl they will just say "orh" or "I see".

Share as testimony? Maybe. Sure, God had His hand in this too. But I think I share they will just clap as Catherine's indication? Will they really understand why this is good enough for a testimony?

Ah big deal big deal. I'm going to bed. Tomorrow I have to wake up early to catch my mom before she leaves for work so I can get some referrals. At least that can boost my position and realise my dream asap. Then, call ppl for interview! Be under me hahaha. So who interested? Can call me to get more details haha. I have the confidence you will also do as well as me or even better ;)

Tmr, training, then appointment, then training again I think. Yeah...Solid! hahaa....

Keep happy, be happy. Remember what I said about those ppl who are always stressed and unhappy. Their heart condition will worsen if it goes on. So those who are easily stressed, be careful. Not convinced? Go check it out yourself.

And today. Is my 7th month engagement with ahhem. haha! I hope to get married soon! I will get my engagement bracelet soon (:P mine special one) and it also helps me muahaha. Dun tell you how. Wanna know, come ask me.